Margaret and Maisie are Planning

“…Margaret?”
“Yes dear?”
“It’s me, Maisie.”
“I know dear, it says your name on my phone.”
“Really? That’s clever isn’t it? Do you think that I could teach my phone to do that?”
“I think you’ll find that it already does, Maisie.”
“Does it really? How on earth does it know?”
“Know what?”
“How does it know when you’re ringing me?”
“It just reads my number from your Contacts list.”
“And how does it do that?”
“Well, when you put my number into your phone’s memory, you put my name as well didn’t you.”
“Memory? I’m not sure that I’ve ever done that Margaret.”
“Done what dear?”
“Put your name in the memory.”
“Well how do you ring me? Where do you get my number?”
“I’ve got it written on my calendar.”
“Your calendar? I’ve never seen your calendar.”
“It’s in my diary.”
“You have a diary?”
“Of course I do Margaret. Don’t you?”
“I don’t Maisie. I’m not sure that I’d have anything to put in it. What do you put in yours?”
“Just phone numbers if I’m honest.”
“Of course you do… Now, tell me, why did you ring me?”
“Ring you? Did I? Well, I was just thinking.”
“Good for you. Well done dear… So, what were you thinking?”
“I was just wondering Margaret, do you think that it’s too early to be buying Christmas presents?”
“Well, Halloween has gone I suppose, as has Bonfire Night, so no Maisie, I wouldn’t say that it was too early. It’s only a few weeks away now.”
“Oh good… although I wasn’t thinking about this year. I’ve had those for months.”
“You’re ringing me to ask if it’s too early to be buying next year’s Christmas presents?”
“Yes. What do you think?”
“Erm… it’s difficult isn’t it?”
“Is it?”
“I think so. Take your grandchildren for instance, they’ll be over a year older by the time you give them what you’ve bought them, won’t they? They might have completely different interests by then.”
“I always buy them pyjamas.”
“How do you know what size to buy? They won’t be able to change them if they’re the wrong size will they… after a year.”
“I don’t think they ever actually wear them Margaret, they’re a Christmas present. They put them in a drawer for a year and then give them away.”
“And what’s the point of that dear?”
“Oh Margaret, don’t be such a Grinch.”
“I’m not, it’s just… Oh never mind. What about all of our friends? People of our age I mean.”
“I buy things for all of them.”
“But Christmas 2027 is a long way away Maisie. Some of them may well have gone by then.”
“Gone?”
“Died, dear.”
“Oh, that’s no problem. I buy them all chocolate or biscuits, so it doesn’t matter.”
“You buy them biscuits over a year in advance?”
“They don’t go off do they? As long as you don’t open the tin.”
“But lots of our friends are diabetic aren’t they?”
“Well, they don’t have to eat them do they? Really Margaret, you just need to learn to embrace the season.”
“I will Maisie, but if I’m honest, I’d rather like to embrace this Christmas first. Why do you want to go buying presents so early?”
“I enjoy the shopping and, who knows, I might not be here next year.”
“I’m sure that nobody will hold the fact that you haven’t bought them a present against you if you’re dead dear.”
“I suppose not… What are you doing for Christmas Margaret?”
“Which year would that be Maisie?”
“This year of course. Why?”
“Just checking. I’ll be doing the same as every year I suppose. I’ll get myself all packed and ready to spend the holiday with my daughter’s family before she has to cancel at the last moment and I’ll spend the day at home with a frozen lasagne and a bottle of sweet British sherry.”
“You could stay with me.”
“Well I… Well I couldn’t. My daughter is bound to ask me.”
“And let you down again just like you said. Tell her you’ve already made plans. We’ll have a proper Christmas dinner, crackers and everything and a snooze before Christmas Strictly. It would be lovely. You can have the spare room. I’ll air the sheets…”
“What about your family?”
“Oh, they’ll visit some time in the New Year, when they can fit me in, like they always do. They’ll ring me of course, to tell me how much they like the pyjamas and ask me whether I’ve opened the perfume they’ve sent me. Always perfume. I wonder why they think I need perfume? I never go anywhere. They certainly never take me anywhere. The only time I ever get to put it on is when they visit and then the whole house smells of lavender for days. Say you’ll come. I’ve got your present already.”
“Is it pyjamas?”
“No.”
“Chocolate?”
“No. Do you want to know?”
“No dear. Surprise me.”
“So you’ll come then?”
“…We’ll go halves on the shopping.”
“Oh that’s brilliant Margaret, I’m so excited. When should we go?”
“Go?”
“To the supermarket. To get everything in.”
“So soon?”
“I’ve got loads of room in my freezer.”
“Perhaps we could have fresh veg for a change dear. I’ll prepare it all and bring it with me when I come. We’ve got weeks yet.”
“Fresh veg? Can you microwave sprouts?”
“You do have a hob Maisie, I’ve seen it. We’ll cook the veg on the hob.”
“Do I have pans?”
“You do dear, they’re in the cupboard with the steamer that your daughter bought you… and the pressure cooker.”
“I didn’t know I had a pressure cooker.”
“I know Maisie dear. I think we’d all agree that it’s probably safer if it stays that way. Shall we agree that I’ll cook?”
“Yes, that would be best, and I’ll arrange the entertainment. I’m sure I’ve got a chess set somewhere.”
“Chess Maisie? Do you even know how to play chess?”
“Well, no Margaret, but I’m sure I can learn. I mean, how difficult can it be?”
“I’m not sure that it’s the easiest of games to learn.”
“Charades then?”
“…Or we could just watch The Chase or Pointless on the TV.”
“Oh yes, that would be nice. I’ll open a tin of biscuits. I’ve got loads in the cupboard…”

I seriously thought that I had already given these two old friends a second telephone call. They are so many people I know, I think they will probably get a third…

The Beginner’s A-Z of D.I.Y. Subversion (Godfather to Gory)

GODFATHER The head of a Mafia family. A male godparent. You are not part of a Mafia family and the nearest you are ever likely to come to being the head of anything is when you have a really big boil. You will never become a godparent because a) you have no friends, b) you do not know anybody who would ever dream of entrusting the spiritual well-being of their offspring with someone who believes that a diety is a type of health food, and c) the vicar will not allow you into the church since the incident with the altar candles.

GOLF A game in which a player attempts to hit a ball into a hole in the smallest number of strokes. An essential gateway to power and influence. You will never be a member of a golf club. You will almost certainly never play a round that does not feature a miniature windmill. Nonetheless, there is great scope for subversion in the golf clubhouse. Slip an extra club into the Secretary’s golf bag before he sets off for a round with the Mayor¹; persistently scratch letters from the ‘Past Winners’ board to leave rude words; paste a Ladies Toilet notice on the Men Only Lounge door. Outside, try super-gluing a fifty pence piece to the bonnet of the Club Captain’s Bentley before telling all the local kids that it’s there. Build sandcastles in the bunkers and fly EU flags from them.

I have no idea why one additional club should be such a big deal, but trust me, unless the Secretary can find somebody else to blame (and he almost certainly can) he will have to resign his post, sell his car and probably move home before quietly joining a Municipal club.

GONORRHEA Sexually transmitted disease. You should be so lucky!

GOOGLE An internet search engine; to search for something through the search engine. The fount of all knowledge. Like Wikipedia it is never (knowingly) the source of untruths. Google has insinuated its way into our lives at all levels: storing our photographs (including the iffy teenage ones), documents, vital statistics, browsing history and/or everything else a scammer, blackmailer or scorned lover could ever need to know behind a hyper-secure tissue paper wall; guiding us safely from A to B while opening up a whole new world of ‘B’ roads, deep fords, passing places and unsafe bridges along the way; providing us with a means of communication, and a medium through which a whole generation of talentless twerps can make their fortune whilst enticing thousands of others to emulate their uniquely shallow way of life, and offering AI services that ensure that we no longer have to think about the boring stuff, secure in the knowledge that a bunch of algorithms can do it for us. The final solution¹.

In 1970 David Bowie recorded the song ‘Saviour Machine’ which tells the story of an all powerful machine designed to take all difficult decisions away from the human race which it did quite happily until it got bored and decided to destroy the troublesome humans. If we’re not careful, it might be retitled ‘Google’.

GOOGOL The number ‘1’ followed by one hundred zeroes. The amount of dollars amassed by Larry Page and Sergey Brin since 1998.

GOOSEBERRY A green, edible berry. The unwanted, awkward ‘third wheel’ on a date. Now, which are you¹? As you are extremely unlikely to have any true friends to latch onto, you may find that you have to interpolate yourself into a complete stranger’s date. There are a number of ways to achieve this: In a pub – “I hope you don’t mind if I sit here, I like to be near the toilet.” In a restaurant – “Do you mind if I join you? There are no more tables for one and I’ve brought my own chair.” In the cinema – “Excuse me asking, but do you mind if I sit between you? I get nauseous when there is space to the side of me. I’ll lean backwards when you want to chat.” In bed – “I’ll ask the hotel manager what’s gone wrong in the morning. In the meantime, why don’t we all try to get some sleep?”

If you are currently squeezing yourself in order to find out if you contain seeds, stop it at once: you should either be ashamed, or in a locked bathroom.

GORY Covered in blood, often as a result of extreme violence. In general, subversives will spend anything up to six months whingeing about a slight abrasion or a paper-cut and will plague the A&E nurse hourly with a tiny splinter, and so are extremely unlikely to participate in anything that might involve gore¹. If you feel that you could be tempted along this path, try watching ‘The Evil Dead’, playing ice hockey or joining a political party.

Unless you’re in the kebab shop.

Eight years older – part two

…I don’t buy into the theory that you have less to lose as you grow older – dead is dead – so I will not become a wing-walking octogenarian because I don’t like heights and I like aeroplanes even less. I may find myself closer to God these days, but I’m not willingly going to jog up the stairs. I will never skydive because, having been coaxed onto a plane, nothing is going to persuade me out of my seat and away from the gin until the bloody thing is on the ground again. I have tried rock climbing. I didn’t like it. Rock climbers are lithe: thin, tall and agile. I am fat, short and ponderous. I get palpitations climbing the stairs onto a bus. I know that I will, one day, have to meet my maker, but I would not choose to do so having just been scraped from the ground like a discarded pizza.

My own battle with the inevitable, when it arrives, will take place at ground level, against the background of the familiar, hanging on to who I am and what I do for as long as I possibly can. Completing the Times Cryptic Crossword may not be the goal of the average adrenalin junkie, but knowing that I’ve got one over on a smug, faceless, Oxford-educated compiler definitely does it for me. By and large, I think, if I’d really wanted to do things, I would have done them long ago. Except for the wildly expensive – which, short of a rich donor, remain out of reach – I have, by now, reached all of the targets I am ever going to reach.

I am not wildly ambitious. I am much more of a wander round the park merchant than I am a polar explorer. Suffice to say that if I had been a Victorian explorer, most of the world would have remained undiscovered. Ferocious beasts, venomous spiders and snakes, and men with spears are, in my world, best avoided. I once read that a sting from a bullet ant is the single most painful thing known to man and it occurred to me that somebody must have put themselves in a position not only to experience it, but also a whole range of other stings and bites in order to make the comparison. I have made it my main mission in life to studiously avoid anything that is likely to cause me untoward pain or discomfort: if it is known to be harmless, I ignore; if it is unknown, or known to be harmful, I avoid.

There is, of course, one great hazard of growing old that is almost impossible to dodge and that is degradation: the tendency of the human mind and body to head inexorably toward the decrepit. Physically, there are many things that can be done to slow the decline and I would heartily recommend doing everything you can that does not itself bore you into an early grave. Mentally, you should aim to stretch yourself every day, but beware of setting unrealistic targets. You may not, at your age, be able to suddenly attain powers that have eluded you for decades. If your greatest triumph to date lies in completing the Word Search in The Beano, you may have to accept that there are some goals that will almost certainly remain unachievable e.g. making head-nor-tails of an Ikea self assembly furniture instruction pamphlet. Make sure your aims are achievable. Stretch yourself, but learn to accept your limitations. I cannot, try as I might, complete a Sudoku puzzle without using extra nines. They frustrate and annoy me, so I leave them alone. I don’t watch anything on the TV with Jimmy Carr in it for similar reasons. Accepting that you may not always be able to remember somebody’s name until long after you have enquired about the wrong, possibly deceased, spouse is essential. The knowledge that you may well have forgotten what you started long before you finished it is something that you can embrace and learn to laugh about.

Especially when you’re still doing it eight years after you started…

Eight Years Older – part one

This is the photo that accompanied my very first blog. I used it here because a) I’m lazy and b) because it serves as a reminder that it is never too late to start again.

When I first started this little farrago, back in 2018, I was not yet sixty years of age and intrigued with how I might face up to becoming old. I am now sixty seven (soon to be sixty eight) and I remain, fundamentally, concerned with the self-same old tosh; my attitude towards pending old-fogeyism with particular reference to me – am I prepared to become the grumpy old git in the post office queue wearing Velcro slippers and elasticated trousers moaning about the paucity of my pension, the cost of living, young people today and the absence of public toilets in the city centre while smelling like I’ve given up on ever finding one, or am I still determined to resist the drifting sands of time?

Only a fool would choose to meekly submit, but it would take an even bigger one to not realise that, in a straight fight, the ‘foe’ is almost certain to fight back. Time is a massive and measurable manifestation of the physical world, the master of cause and effect and responsible for the slackening of more bladders than a midnight viewing of The Exorcist in a darkened crypt. Time has had 13.8 billion years to come up with the answers and, for most of that period, it has had little to distract it. You, on the other hand, are burdened with the knowledge of mortality, love, pain and a strange little rash around the undercarriage. You can be certain that, in the end, Time will triumph, but that doesn’t stop you trying to slow it down a little bit.

In the months most recently passed I feel that I have aged by far more than the year that has actually elapsed since I was first unwell, but – and here you will have to allow me a little latitude, especially if you have ever seen me at seven in the morning after a heavy night before – I still feel that I look and act somewhat younger than most men of my age. Without doubt the principal deciding factor in the ‘looks’ part of the equation is down to hair. I have lots of it – no thinning or balding – and it is still red. That is all beyond my control, due, without doubt, to a genetic happenstance that views it as some kind of compensation for a) being born ginger in the first place and b) having the kind of face that looks as if it is still in recovery from a chainsaw incident. As for the ‘act’ portion well, I have the brain of a precocious two-year old crammed full of sixty-odd years-worth (very odd at times) of experience. (N.B. experience and knowledge are two very different beasts. Knowledge implies that something has been learned whilst experience implies that something has occurred from which it is possible to learn, but – for most of us, most of the time – the opportunity has slipped through the sieve almost as soon as the cork has been pulled from the Malbec.) I will not go gentle into that good night because, quite frankly, it all sounds very boring. An eternity of staring at the bedroom ceiling is not something I intend to rush towards.

I massively envy people who go to bed happy, find sleep easily and wake refreshed. Has there ever been a more annoying sentence spoken than ‘My head just has to touch the pillow and I’m off’, especially when all the experts concur that a good night’s sleep is the key to a happy and productive life. I face the prospect, it would seem, of seeing out what remains of my life in slothful indifference. Well, as much as I would like to keep Nature on my side, I have to insist that that is just not going to happen…

I’m sure you will have spotted the signs: finding little time for reading, writing only when the opportunity arises and scheduling posts to match my normal publishing routine as closely as I can manage, the product of an enforced absence from my cosy little office. This post arrived in a single unexpurgated splodge on my first proper day back at the cliff face. Far too long for a single reading, I have chopped it into two parts which I will post over two consecutive days. I am told that a complete return to ‘normal’ is still some way off, but for the moment, above the waterline at least, I am trying to float serenely on. Below the surface my legs are floundering a bit, but I’m definitely making progress. As ever, I am grateful for your readership, ‘conversation’ and good wishes. Thank you.

The Beginner’s A-Z of D.I.Y Subversion (German to God)

GERMAN(1) The people of Germany. What you will pretend to be in order to frighten off the gang of six year old bullies who keep chasing you out of the village playground. German people are naturally intimidating: the men are tall, blonde and muscular whilst the women have breasts that could puncture a beach ball, and either are likely to scare off even the most determined of pre-teen vigilantes. Wear a monocle¹ and draw a duelling scar on your cheek with a felt pen. Practice shouting ‘Mein Gott!’ whilst clicking the heels of your shoes.

Or simply poke one of the lenses out of your spectacles with a stick. (N.B. Always remember to take them off first.)

GERMAN (2) The language of the people of Germany. British people seldom know any German other than ‘Please’, ‘Thank you’ and ‘Sorry’. Words that, ironically, are seldom spoken by German people.

GAUCHE Socially inept, graceless, tactless. Almost everything the average subversive strives to be. Impossibly rich is the other thing.

GENITALS External sexual organs. Probably better if, most of the time, they are not too external. Keeping them covered up will bring you multiple benefits:

You will not be forced to spend days in police custody listening to the bleating of some petty crook from Lowestoft¹ who believes that the Literati planted the stolen goods in his pillow case, his fingerprints all over the ransacked house and his face all over the doorbell video footage.
Protection from embarrassing sunburn, frostbite and/or rising damp.
Protection from unwanted attention² or ridicule³.

Other British seaside towns where people appear to have lost the use of their lower limbs and are transported around on electric mobility trikes are available.
Unwanted? Really? You’re walking around Tesco’s with no clothes on save for a crocheted hat and sandals. Admitting that you just like the attention may be the first step towards getting some proper friends. It may also save you from the embarrassment of continually finding yourself with your nipples frozen to the ice cream shelf in the supermarket freezer aisle.
Nobody wants to be given a postage stamp by somebody who suggests they should use it to cover up their penis before serving themself at the ‘All You Can Eat’ buffet. Adverse weather conditions will not be accepted as an excuse. Nor will the assertion that ‘I’ve not been well’ stop small boys from flicking elastic bands at it.

GETAWAY The act of escaping. We’re not talking about a weekend in St Tropez here, are we? We are talking about giving the supermarket security guard the slip before he pulls you to the ground and tap dances on your forehead. Running away is the primary form of exercise for most subversives. If you cannot run, wear the minimum of clothing and smear yourself liberally in Vaseline¹ before venturing out. If nothing else, it will make the vicar think twice about admonishing you for drinking too much communion wine.

When Vaseline is not available, Lard is an acceptable substitute, particularly if you don’t mind being licked by dogs.

GHASTLY Terrifying, horrible. Encountering somebody who is semi-naked and smeared in Vaseline when innocently going about your own business, e.g. letting down the tyres of the busybody across the road who reported you for howling at the moon whilst wearing only your socks and a revolving bow tie. Do not attempt to apprehend the person, particularly if you are similarly lubricated, as one of you is almost bound to end up on top of next-door’s shed with extreme grazing from the landing. Be British about it: say ‘Good Morning’, comment on the weather and apologise for staring open-mouthed at their extremities whilst secretly attempting to ‘get a photo for Insta.’

GIBBER To speak rapidly, incoherently or unintelligibly, often due to fear, shock or confusion. More simply, for the average subversive, ‘To speak.’ No subversive will ever be described as calm, coherent and intelligible. They live in a perpetual state of fear, shock and confusion making everything they have to say sound incomprehensible… generally because everything they have to say is incomprehensible… as long as the definition of incomprehensible is the same as nonsensical.

GIBBERISH Spoken or written language that is unintelligible, meaningless with no discernible structure. A subversive manifesto.

GLABROUS Smooth or hairless. Like your excuses e.g. ‘That’s a glabrous lie.’ If you are intending to become fully glabrous, it may be as well to buy a family-sized tub of emollient in preparation as everything is going to chafe.

GLORY Great honour or fame, splendour or beauty. To be honest, I’m not certain why I included this word as you are unlikely to ever encounter it other than in reference to your warts: ‘Glory be! That’s a beauty isn’t it?’

GLOSSY Having a shiny or highly polished surface¹. In terms of the DIY subversive, used almost exclusively in reference to the kind of magazines you have hidden away on the top of your wardrobe.

Like a politician’s bare-faced lie.

GOD A male diety. E.G. one with no power, no foresight and no dress sense. The closest you will come to God is when swearing on oath before pleading ‘Not guilty’ to stealing the church offertory.

The Writing is in the Sand

Just in case you joined me here a couple of days ago, yes, that was my writing in the sand. Yes, those are my feet. And yes, they really are that colour. Being ginger, I have the kind of skin that goes from deathly white to cherry red in seconds. I have the kind of
The Writing is in the Sand

I haven’t been able to get away at all this year, so this 2019 post from my ‘On this day’ thread, written from a sunbed, ever so slightly fills the gap and reminds me how lucky I have been in the past with holidays – and despite loving my time in the sun – how badly designed I am for it…

The Best Thing

Sometimes the very best thing for a writer lies in stumbling across a first line with absolutely no idea of where it’s going to take you…

…The day was humid. Humid like an old man’s underpants. The sun was lost in the cloudless sky, the breeze that rustled along the litter-lined gutters was warm and fetid with the smell of ages-old takeaway and jogger’s sock. The two giant moons of Skoupidia Planiti¹ shone brightly down in tandem as they did for just thirteen Skoupidian days every decade. The giant cockroaches basked in the heat providing seemingly easy pickings for any rat foolish enough to chance its arm, whereupon the rest of the extended family blattodea would appear and strip it to the bone in seconds. Arlington, himself, had lost three toes to the little buggers when he had absentmindedly stepped barefoot from his home to gather okra for his supper some time ago.

It was the worst part of Arlington Blight’s miserable existence that, unless his fingernails grew sufficiently to chew, his entire sustenance consisted of the fruit of an indigenous plant that looked, smelled and tasted (he guessed) like snot. He had yet to find anything else that did not either poison, irritate or bite him. The fauna were all supersized, the flora had teeth. He had never found anything on the planet that did not have the capacity to bite back. Even the ‘okra’ had to be subdued before he could cook it. At least the water was acceptable, if a little more hallucinogenic than he would have ideally liked. The balance between hydration and full-on trip was a delicate one, but one he had generally mastered during the long years he had spent awaiting rescue.

In reality, even Arlington Blight’s internal monologue had given up on all hope of rescue. His less cautious crew mates had long since been eaten by the ravenous plant life and he had been alone for – he consulted the scratches on the escape pod walls – some fourteen years now. He had learned to use the airlock to enable him to safely exit the craft for the short time he needed to harvest food and water, without allowing anything that might later devour him, to enter. Annoyingly, the air outside was perfectly breathable, but he had very quickly learned that it was not advisable to undertake any external mission without being fully encased in one of the space suits he had so patiently maintained with blue tack and gaffer tape.

Long ago, when the escape pod had first detached itself from the mother ship it had a single criteria in its mission to find a suitable place to land its human cargo: a breathable atmosphere. Since that day, other than water – its tank having been punctured on landing – and food – emergency rations having been consumed within weeks – the craft had provided everything to support Arlington’s survival within its sealed walls, but it could not control the outside environment and its AI brain could offer no solution to Arlington other than ‘Stay inside’. It was also a dreadful companion: it regularly beat him at games, it was always certain that it knew best and it never laughed at his jokes.

There had obviously been a civilisation on Skoupidia in the past – the roads, the derelict buildings and the burger boxes told him that much – but for some reason the ‘higher’ beings had obviously succumbed to flora that had become sentient and fauna that had become rabid. What had changed things? Arlington understood evolution – his father had taught him that the strong and ruthless would inherit the world – but just what had shifted the balance so dramatically here? What had so enfeebled the dominant life-force, made the formerly weak strong, turned the cabbages into predators? Something had to have shifted the natural order of things and, despite what his mother would have had him believe, he didn’t think it was onanism. Some kind of alien intrusion perhaps, a nuclear accident or some kind of escape from a research lab? All possible, but what happened to the ‘people’ of the planet? Surely they couldn’t all have died. They were clearly advanced, some of them must have adapted to new circumstances: hiding underground perhaps, still strong in another part of their world? Maybe they had built huge rocket ships, like his own ancestors on earth, carrying them out into the Universe in the search for a new home.

He discussed all the possibilities many times with AI who, on balance, agreed with his mother: self abuse was the most likely culprit. “Not much you can do to defend yourself,” it said “if everyone’s blind. Warts and hairy palms don’t do much for dexterity.”
“But what if,” asked Arlington, “they too had blasted off from their planet, searching for somewhere new to live? What if after loads of generations and a malfunctioning navigation system, something went wrong with the Mother-ship and those fortunate enough to make the escape pod were brought back to the self-same planet they had left generations earlier?”
“Everything is possible²,” said AI “but I wouldn’t let my imagination run away with me if I was you. It’s just me and you kid. Face it, the fact that everyone but you has been eaten by the vegetation is not ideal is it, re-popularisation-wise? Probably best not to dwell on it too deeply. All in all I would have thought it’s probably best to keep believing in a rescue mission.”
“If you say so,” said Arlington, wandering away to his sleep pod.
“I do,” said AI.
“But I can’t just go on like this,” said Arlington. “I feel like I’m going mad. I can’t sleep and I keep imagining terrible things. What should I do?”
“Well,” said AI. “I suppose it wouldn’t hurt to cut down on the wanking…”

Greek – rubbish planet
Which just shows how much it knew.

The Beginner’s A-Z of D.I.Y Subversion (Gag to Gash)

GAG (1) A joke (informal). A politician. Any statement that is attributable to Nigel Farage.

GAG (2) The act of tying a piece of cloth¹ around a person’s mouth to stop them talking, shouting or calling for help. What should be done to all politicians. It is an incontrovertible fact that politicians should be obliged to shut up from the moment they stand for office and not allowed to speak again until after their autobiographies have been remaindered at the bookshop.

Leather, gaffer tape or, in extremis, your own underwear may be similarly effective, as may animal fur, particularly if still attached to the animal.

GAG (3) An involuntary choking or vomiting sound. Usually provoked by a politician refusing to be quiet or by hearing your parents planning to have sex¹.

Also the sound made by the gaggee if you really have used your underpants to carry out the gagging.

GAG (4) Limiting free speech by force or authority. E.g. ‘Say that again and I will twist your ears, pull your bottom lip and put a finger up your nose.’ Judges may issue a gagging order to stop you speaking unpalatable truths, although they are far more likely to sentence you to one hundred hours of voluntary service¹ for thumbing your nose at the Lord Mayor’s wife. Attempts are often made to gag the solo subversive, but it is generally because they have not brushed their teeth for months in protest at being barred from the local pub as a result of speaking out about the evil capitalism of the landlord and subsequently legging it without paying for half a pint of lager and a packet of pork scratchings.

Voluntary service is not in any way ‘voluntary’ when imposed by a judge although it can be avoided by hiding in your grandmother’s attic and eating mice.

GANGSTER Member of an organized criminal gang that operates outside of the law. All subversives want to be one of these, but mostly they have not been close to an organized group of any kind since they were drummed out of the Boy Scouts for tampering with the woggles.

GARBLE Distort, jumble or alter. Generally to take something perfectly rational and turn it into something nonsensical, also, in the case of the solo subversive, known as speaking your mind (See Gibberish – below). As a subversive you are destined to be misunderstood by the rest of society for the very good reason that you are generally found to be speaking utter nonsense or, on the odd occasion that you manage to get your hands on your brother-in-law’s home-brew, Swahili. There is seldom anything to be gained by being clear. Simply stated, your arguments could be picked apart by a five year old with ADHD and a five gallon bottle of Coca Cola. Work on the principle that what they can’t understand, they can’t argue with. Use inappropriate words, acronyms, quotes from Barbara Cartland, phrases you have picked up from a self-assembly furniture instruction booklet¹ and employ a foreign accent at all times. Feigning a speech impediment might seem like a good idea, but could lead to a severe kick on the shins if there is someone with a stutter in the room. It is best never to risk offence unless you are certain that you are bigger and faster than everybody around you.

Which may as well be in Sanskrit for all the good they are.

GARGLE The word ‘garble’ as spoken by a ventriloquist.

GASH (1) A long, deep cut or wound. Something that you will very much seek to avoid, unless it is in a medium rare steak.

GASH (2) (Armed Forces slang.) Rubbish. If you have any military friends (highly unlikely, but stick with me) you are very likely to be told to stop talking utter gash. Do not respond in an aggressive manner unless you fancy a gash across the eyebrow.

GASH (3) Free or spare. You will take anything that is going gash, particularly in the pub, providing you are certain that nobody has spat in it.

GASH (4) (Crude slang.) A woman’s down below paraphernalia. Do not use this term. Just do not. You may well be tempted to say it in the pub in an attempt to sound cool and hard in front of the Sociology students from the local Uni¹, but they will not be impressed and if you are overheard it will almost certainly result in the landlady spitting in your half pint of shandy (again).

They will be in for the quiz and no amount of pleading will persuade them to let you join their team. You will, as always, find yourself in a foursome with the man from the Municipal Toilets, his tobacco chewing mother and the landlord’s flatulent dog.

Nineteen Eighty Fourish

So, the latest thing apparently, is to upload a photograph to AI which then makes you look like it thinks you would have looked in the 1980’s at the age you are today*. I personally have a brilliant short-cut to the same result which involves simply raking through my old photographs and picking them out, although I do realise that this option is not available to everyone. I know what I looked like in the 80’s – I looked like me, but forty years younger. Only the clothes have changed – and then not by all that much. My life is history. My kids study the 80’s and 90’s in history at school. One of them asked me not too long ago what the world was like when it was black & white. You see I have just watched a news report about the twenty fifth anniversary of the 9/11 attack on the Twin Towers and it stated that approximately one third of the US population has no memory of that day (which feels, to me, like it could have been yesterday) because they were not born. Just think about that for a moment and extrapolate: one third of the world’s population is under twenty five years of age.

Honestly, wrapping me (vitually) in 1980’s clothing is all well and good, but it tells me very little about how I actually was back then. If AI could open a window into my soul of forty years ago, that might be a different story. I would then, for instance, have believed that some politicians were capable of being fundamentally better than others, but I also feel that I would have been less tolerant of the failings of others because, frankly, I was less aware of my own. Time has taught me many things, amongst them that it is seldom wise to hold strong opinions about things of which you have little or no knowledge – and for me, that is almost everything.

I realise that this probably qualifies me as certifiably insane, but I still believe in the goodness of people – the basic humanity of Humanity – but memory tells me that compassion did not have a great deal going for it in the 80’s. Even if we did have Live Aid and the fall of the Berlin Wall it was, in the UK, the decade of the Thatcherite Revolution, of Might is Right and Findus Crispy Pancakes. We had glimpses of the apocalyptic: Bhopal, Chernobyl and Ethiopia. We had The Irish Troubles, riots in Brixton, Toxteth, Handsworth and Broadwater Farm; the Miner’s Strike, the Hillsborough Disaster and Institutionalised homophobia (in the shape of section 28). Those who ‘tolerated’ black people in the neighbourhood were seen as enlightened. Heaven was a bubble-perm and hand-knitted legwarmers, Hell was being black and gay. Oh, happy days.

Now, there are people – almost exclusively those who do not remember the 60’s or 70’s – who believe that the 80’s were some kind of musical zenith and for those people I have just three words ‘Lady in Red’, or if you would prefer Stock Aitken Waterman. Like every decade, the 80’s had plenty of complete tosh. Only people who were of a certain age during that decade (e.g. not old enough to know any better) would hold its music with such reverence, and then only if they had a completely tin ear. There were some great eighties songs, but there were also plenty that make me want to put my head in a vice.

Many would argue that the eighties was a decade in which things started to change for the better and I will admit that ‘Mind Your Language’ died a much belated T.V. death, but M*A*S*H and The Morecambe and Wise Show also finished. Reagan and Gorbachev did change the world, but let’s be honest, it hasn’t taken long for Trump and Putin to f*ck it all up again has it?

Honestly, I can’t help but wonder whether, rather than showing us what we would have looked like in the eighties, the vast resources of AI wouldn’t be better used in showing us what the world will look like forty years from now if we don’t sort ourselves out pronto. You know the sort of thing, upload a photograph of the wildlife in your garden to see if any of it will make it through the 2050’s; upload a map of your local area to see which parts will be under water and which will be desert; upload a photograph of a handcart and find out when the whole planet will go to hell in it.

Given that a top AI researcher has recently warned that AI could potentially wipe out the entire human race within the decade, you might say that watching it fanny around with photographs is the least of our worries, but maybe it is just the start of them: maybe the same IT that manipulates the photographs could take our current leaders back to 1984 and sit them in front of the superpowers’ red buttons at a time when almost everyone was expecting them to be pressed. You’ve got to admit, it’s a prospect that’s even more worrying than seeing yourself looking deranged in a shell-suit.

*Such is the power of AI that within thirty seconds of writing that line I received an email from ChatGPT offering to do just that for me. I tried it and the result is at the top of the page. I think I may well have once actually owned many of those clothes but, hair aside, I look fundamentally the same as now. It is a strange sensation to know that if I did look like that in 1984, I would be 109 years old now and even less bothered than I am today about how a super-computer saw me.

The Beginner’s A-Z of D.I.Y Subversion (Former to Futile)

FORMER Of, or as, an earlier time – As in ‘friend’ (below). As a subversive, all your friends will be ‘former friends’ unless they are the kind that you really don’t want in the first place, in which case they will still be friends and you will be stuck with them forever.

FRACTURE A break or crack in something hard, particularly bone – The reason why an enemy’s skeleton exists. There are many, many ways of causing fractures, the most reliable of which is alcohol. Causing a drunken enemy to stumble is simplicity itself – just persuade them to get up – but beware, drunken people often bend when they should break and, although they will have forgotten almost everything about the previous evening when they wake up, they will remember who pushed them.

FRAUD The crime of getting money by deceiving people – also known as ‘being in charge’. Throughout history, those in charge have relieved everybody else of their money by deception: ‘The Health Service is safe in our hands’, ‘Every penny raised by this new tax will go towards making the life of the working man easier’, and ‘Buy me a fish supper and we’ll see…’ This is what you are fighting against. However, short of working, it is also what you must do to pay the bills. Whilst it is not possible for most of us to sell Nelson’s Column to a Chinese tourist, it might just be possible to persuade him that we are quite happy for them to co-finance a nuclear power station. Remember, fraud is not a victimless crime – if you get caught trying to pull one, you might just find yourself on the receiving end of something far more physical than a bogus lottery ticket.

FRENCH The people of France – French people, the entire French nation is by nature subversive. Ask them the time in the wrong way – e.g. in a British accent – and the average Gaul will have barricaded all the ports before you can say sacré bleu. To the average French Air-Traffic Controller, a bank holiday is the only excuse he needs to go on strike. Most French people own cars only so they can set fire to the tyres when they disagree about something. The only thing that French people find more annoying than the average British tourist is other French people. French people always sound as if they are arguing, but this is not always the case. When French people argue, they hit each other with baguettes. They also lace all foodstuffs with garlic, wear stripy ‘T’ shirts and carry strings of onions around their necks. As a nation they are shameless in their stereotyping of Britons.

FRIEND A person who you know well and like a lot – As it is essential that this sentiment is reciprocal it is unlikely that you will have any of these. It is undeniable that anyone you know well will almost certainly not like you a lot. In fact at all. Let’s face it, the fact that the pub empties when you go in is not down to your charisma or your hygiene. During the course of your subversive activities, you may establish a few tenuous friendships. You almost certainly will not want them.

FUGITIVE A person who is running away or hiding from the police – Well, you’ll certainly be doing that. It is the burden of the D.I.Y subversive to be hounded by the fuzz, particularly if you were captured on CCTV putting that crisp packet into the recycle bin. Let’s face it, you are unlikely to ever become Public Enemy Number One; it is doubtful that you will ever fall into Interpol’s remit; Elliot Ness will not be carrying your photograph in his wallet – but it doesn’t hurt to run away anyway. You can never be too careful, especially if you might be embarrassed by what they find when they turn your pockets out – particularly if it’s a note from your mum explaining that you’ve been off work because of a carbuncle on the backside.

FUNERAL Funerals are long, sombre affairs spent staring at a coffin and dreading the false bonhomie that follows in the pub afterwards, when a thousand assorted photographs of the dearly departed will be produced and everyone has a good old laugh at their expense. If you are the kind of subversive that goes looking for trouble, you could attend many of these. Make the most of the opportunity to consider your own mortality and resolve not to do anything that might put you in danger in the future. Consider how you can persuade somebody else to do the dangerous stuff whilst abusing the free bar at the wake, and smuggling the potted sardine sandwiches out for the cat.

FUNGUS Any of a major group of lower plants, such as mildews, mushrooms, yeasts etc that reproduce by spore. The entire contents of the average teenagers underwear after a weekend at a music festival. The contrary nature of subversion may dictate that you counter this with fanatical cleanliness. You will change your mind as soon as you see the festival toilets.

FUTILE Useless; ineffective. Your life, your plans, you decision to keep yourself pure for the girl next door who has just set off on a round-the-world bicycle trip with her ex-schoolmaster.

HOMEWORK

Plan your own funeral – you may even be able to sell tickets. Write your own eulogy and refuse all forms of burial or cremation unless it is read out aloud. Place it somewhere you are certain it will be found after your death – stapled to your life insurance policy and stored with the pasta – together with a CD of Deep Purple’s ‘Burn’ and a limerick about flatulence.