Many Things to Many People

Montague Jones was many things to many people. To his mother he was always Montague Barrington Pilkington Carrington Jones because that was the name she had given him. Montague because it was Romeo’s surname. His mother had never read Shakespeare – in truth she had read little beyond the menu at McDonald’s – but she knew the story of Romeo’s all encompassing love and she hoped that by giving her son that name he would be spiritually bound to reserve the same kind of devotion for her. In truth he hated the name and despised his mother for giving it to him. Worse still the supernumary names that she had insisted upon attaching to it, which she used in full whenever the occasion allowed, preventing Montague from pretending, even to himself, that they did not belong to him: Barrington, after a village she once saw on a jig-saw box, to which her romantic soul told her she would retire one day where she would drink Amontillado sherry from a tiny cut-crystal glass, rather than the mugs full of gin that routinely helped her make it through the day as a young mother; Pilkington because it reminded her of the double-glazing salesman who had brightened her day just nine months before her son was born and Carrington because the name allowed her a little nod towards the daughter she actually wanted by using the surname of Joan Collin’s character in Dynasty. Jones was the surname of the man who – before the days of DNA testing – appeared on his birth certificate as ‘Father’ and to whom Montague’s welfare was entrusted after the untimely death of his mother.

To his father he was always known as Monty, a name he particularly despised having seen the cover of a book “Monty – His Part in My Victory” by some bearded weirdo on which the Monty character was depicted as a wizened shrew-like man with a hook nose and a strange grey moustache that looked like it was trying to escape his face. Montague hated any association with this character and his father, sensing his son’s discomfort, was all too willing to heighten his unease by claiming to anyone who would listen that he had actually been named after the great man himself. Montague swore that he would take revenge one day when he was older, but fortunately his father passed away whilst he was still at school, the result, according to the coroner, of a diet that consisted almost exclusively of brown ale and chips and caused the kind of imbalance that almost certainly led to him toppling down the stairs early one Sunday morning whilst his son played ‘Cowboys and Indians’ in his bedroom with a cast made up entirely of household implements and cushions.

His outright refusal to respond to the name Montague at school led to him being known as Baz by of all his classmates and Barrington by all of the teachers. He suffered the ridicule routinely handed out to ‘care kids’ by the other children and only the humiliation of having ‘Free School Dinners’ saved him from the embarrassment of having his dinner money stolen on a regular basis. Unable to relieve Montague of cold, hard cash, his fellow students instead set upon a regime of piling ignominy upon ignominy upon him until he finally fully absented himself from further education, a step that was to be his salvation as he was subsequently not on board the school bus that ran off the road in the winter of young Jones’ thirteenth year, killing three of his contemporaries and maiming many more. Fortunately he was nowhere near the bus when tragedy struck, nor was he anything like the person who had been seen loitering around the bus station the night before – as far as anyone could tell…

To his workmates he was known as Pilkington when, in an effort to connect with his biological father, he began work as a window fitter. He was a popular member of staff to all but his fellow employees, employers and customers. Many co-workers refused to work alongside him which, ironically, ensured his own continued employment whilst those alongside him were routinely sacked for rejecting the instructions of their supervisors. Cheaper, less experienced workers were employed and, consequently, corners were cut. Workplace accidents became commonplace and the company eventually folded leaving Montague, the longest-serving member of staff, and the only one with all ten fingers, to face the pain of redundancy.

To the staff at the Labour Exchange he was known simply as Carrington in reference to his single likeness to the characters of Dynasty: overbearing arrogance. Montague made it quite clear that he did not need to be offered jobs because, quite simply, he had no intention of ever working again. All he required was a signature on a piece of paper that allowed him to draw his regular remuneration from Her Majesty’s grateful government at the Post Office. One or two members of staff naively attempted to point him towards gainful employment, even, on occasions, hinting that he would not receive the necessary signature if he did not at least attempt to find work, but those responsible seldom lasted long. It was not unusual for them to suddenly fail to turn up for work themselves, usually resulting in the other overworked members of staff ‘signing Montague off’ for extended periods, during which time he did not need to report to the office at all. The remaining staff members – many of whom had suffered unexplained ‘near misses’ to all manner of catastrophe – finally clubbed together to buy him a Fax machine through which they would send him – anonymously – the necessary paperwork each week.

To himself he remained simply Montague Barrington Pilkington Carrington Jones, a friendless, jobless orphan: a man who was isolated from the rest of humankind by a total lack of all empathy or sympathy and a personal hygiene regime that bordered on reckless. His shuttered upbringing had equipped him instead with an array of personal traits: antipathy, sociopathy and psychopathy that had coalesced to make him the person he was – the most ruthlessly efficient, emotionless serial killer ever known in the British Isles.

Of course no other person (still) alive knew that Montague…

A Few Things That Make Me Smile on Holiday (although not always in a good way)

I enjoy a holiday as much as the next man – unless, of course, the next man is the man that enjoys holidays far more than anybody else, in which case I probably don’t enjoy them quite as much. Holidays are like jewelled rainbows in rain-darkened skies, but they do, similarly, come at a cost e.g. it’s always raining somewhere. My wife is a lover of the ‘sunshine’ holiday and as she a) is a travel agent and b) books the holidays, it is generally the sun we go in search of. We have, on occasions, gone in search of other things: we went for a brilliant and freezing few nights to Lapland in search of the Northern Lights (which we found – only to discover, like everyone else, that they are much more spectacular on film) and we went to Scotland in search of what would possibly become my favourite whisky, but I remember very little of that. We have been to many a sunshine destination only to find that the sun has packed its bag and headed off home and, in our younger days, we have stayed in hotels that must have had to bribe someone in order to obtain the single star they displayed over the door, but I cannot honestly recall a bad holiday. There have been bad bits – hotels that claimed never to have heard of us and rooms with more resident wildlife than the Serengeti – but always outweighed by the good bits.

Now I have to be honest; I was born in the (very) late fifties and holidays then consisted of either perma-damp caravans, prize bingo and fish & chips or holiday camp barracks, prize bingo and roast rabbit. Until I met my wife and we honeymooned in Majorca, ‘abroad’ was very much a foreign country to me. The caravans of my youth were inadequately heated and lit by calor gas, devoid of all electricity, running water and flushing toilets. When I close my eyes I can still smell them and it is entirely possible that only selective memory tells me that they were the location for the very best of days, but they certainly opened my eyes to the fact that holidays, like everything else worth having, are what you make them.

I have a disposition that allows me to find pleasure in almost all of what I do – and despite the fact that holidays are almost always these days framed by my two most hated places, the airport and the airplane, I continue to derive great pleasure from them. I am not going to pretend that I spend my entire vacation grinning like some fat, albino Cheshire Cat, but holidays are always filled with things that bring joy to my heart and, to a lesser extent, a wry smile to tightened lips. I will list them below, purely in the order they occurred to me. Some of them you will recognise, some you may not. I do tend to view life through a lens of ‘Is it just me?’ so I’m not sure if they are a common theme of everyone’s vacation. Perhaps you can tell me…

Airport ‘rows’ between people who, for whatever reason, are temporarily blind to the fact that there are several thousand other people surrounding them.
The ‘farter’ on the airplane.
People walking bare foot across a pebble beach to reach the sea.
Old people who think that they can be sexy whilst dancing to Tina Turner.
Cats that take your seat when you go to the bar and refuse to move when you return.
When I say ‘Yes’ to ‘Do you want ice in your whisky?’
Soup for breakfast.
‘The trouble with the Germans is…’
That the French insist on calling Flip-Flops, ‘Flop-Flips’*
Mid-morning cake with a beer.
Five thousand TV channels, but only the News from Azerbaijan in English.
The face made by people as they first submerge their lower portions into the swimming pool.
‘It’s OK when you get used to it.’
People attempting to put a parasol up in the wind.
Chips with everything.
Cloud watch.
‘A five minute walk to the beach.’
The rare occasions when I am not the palest body around the pool.
Ill-fitting shorts and ill-advised swimming costumes.
‘Where are you from?’
‘England.’
‘Ah, where in England?’
‘Lincoln.’
‘Where?’
‘Lincoln. It’s in Lincolnshire.’
‘Is it near London?’
‘No.’
‘Manchester?’
‘No.’
‘Ah, you’re Scottish…’
‘Does this contain meat?’
‘No, just ham.’
Some people – and I include myself – should never wear a hat.
Dads and daughters, barriers down, actually enjoying each other’s company.
Children in a swimming pool are never cold – even when they’re blue.
Elderly men with holiday pony tails.
Every palm tree sunset looks like the cover of Hotel California.
The sheer impossibility of climbing aboard a lilo on the water.
Clouds – not because they block the sun, but because clouds are bloody brilliant.
Tasselled ponchos and tie-dye T shirts.
The words to English songs when sung by non-English speaking singers.
Remaining on the sunbed ‘just in case’ until driven indoors by hypothermia.
People who preface everything they say by ‘When we were in [insert very glamorous holiday resort] last year…’
Cocktails that contain none of the traditional ingredients.
Foods that do the same.
The series of ‘original works’ distributed throughout the hotel and obviously daubed by an over-Calpol’d three year old with the attention span of a juvenile gnat.
People who decided they didn’t need the mozzie spray.
Local musicians who are clearly much better suited to ‘the day job’.
Couples on their first holiday together.
Men who clearly do not usually wear shorts.
Men who don’t usually ‘dress up for tea’.
The dining room confusion of new arrivals.
Being there.
Mis-spelled tattoos.
Exaggerated sad faces on the return transfer bus.
The drinks trolley slalom to the aircraft toilet
The glum determination of those who are dying for a drink on the plane, but know that they have to drive at the other end.
Planning the next holiday on the way home

*Whilst the Aussies call them ‘thongs’ which we all know are skimpy knickers.

Black Boxing

It is called Black Boxing and this is just an example of how I understand it to work – although I wouldn’t be at all surprised if you were able to prove me completely wrong:
1. I have a bag full of things I no longer need.
2. I give it to charity.
3. The world is a better place.
The Black Box is sandwiched between steps two and three and contains all of the things that need to occur in order for step three to be achieved: things that I neither understand nor know about. I know that there is a whole cart load of cogs in there, but I just don’t want to even think about how to turn them. I (in my utter saintliness) give, and someone who needs the help benefits from it. It is all I need to know.

Except that I am suddenly beginning to become aware of how liberally my life is littered with the little consciousness vacuums that lay between my actions and the ultimate consequences of them. I have no idea what happens between putting an empty beer bottle into the recycle bin and drinking another beer a few weeks later, ensconced in the self-same silica, because I don’t need to know. It is of no consequence to me. Conscience tells me I have done a good thing by recycling my bottle and the Black Box confirms it, by hiding anything that might, like Putin’s line on ‘defence’, point in another direction. Black Boxes contain all of life’s messy stuff: you meet a girl and fifty years later, when you celebrate your Golden Wedding Anniversary, nobody cares at all about all of the stuff that happened in between times – good days, bad days, laughter, tears, shouting, coo-ing, pendulous haemorrhoids and a veruca the size of a Pacific Island (before the Chinese built an airbase on it). As we get older it is increasingly life itself that gets Black Boxed.

Obviously, it is not always a good idea to delve too deeply into what comes in between. How many meat eaters actually want to know what goes on with the sheep and the cows and the pigs between farm and plate? They have a happy, carefree life, they die a stress-free painless death and that’s that. The Black Box contains a carnivore’s conscience.

The Black Box is the very essence of Psychology and Sociology: the core of all dilemmas and the essence of all solutions. Take a known situation and a wholly predictable outcome, stick a whopping great Black Box between them and bingo! nobody even has to consider the mechanics of what happens in between. The world becomes a much simpler place. Psychopaths are, for instance, famously the responsibility of absentee fathers, but as long as we do not need to understand the mechanics of it, we can find a solution by merely providing a father for each and every budding Norman Bates. Any man who does not have a son must adopt a proto-psycho and, simply in the act of doing so, eradicate the infant’s antisocial tendencies. Nobody needs to know how. The Black Box contains the hows and whys. Drop any number of fatherless children together with an equal number of childless fathers (I know, I know, but stick with me) into the Black Box and the world instantly becomes a better place. Perhaps someone could create a Black Box capable of taking in a self-seeking, sexist, entitled, ego-maniac before spitting out a normal, well-adjusted human being. Let’s think about who we would like to put in it. I bet we’re all thinking about the same former prince.

I mention all of this because I think that I may well have just isolated a Black Box that could save the world! Let me talk you through it. The planet is suffocating in a blanket of greenhouse gases, heading towards temperatures that could lead to financial calamity for tanning parlour owners and a mass-extinction event capable of engulfing the rest of humankind – although not necessarily the ones you’d want. Carbon is the problem. We can either stop releasing carbon into the atmosphere – which we seem to be incapable of doing – or find a way of removing it retrospectively. This we can do, although it is in itself a complex process which, I think, involves giant filters, melamine, broccoli and a whole lot of other stuff which is probably contained within an even bigger Black Box. I know that diamonds are made from carbon. They are dense, they are famously ‘forever’, they are stable, virtually indestructible and very manufacturable, much like government lies, so here is my solution:
1. Capture the carbon from the atmosphere
2. Black Box
3. Use it to make diamonds on a massive scale
4. Black Box
5. Bury the diamonds where no-one will attempt to dig them up (Chernobyl, Gruinard Island or Wolverhampton) and Bob’s your Mother’s Brother. The planet is saved and all you need to do, dear human race, is simply fill in the Black Box…

P.S. Believe it or not, I am actually by qualification a sociologist and I do understand how Black Boxes really work, but wouldn’t it be lovely to live in a world saved by poetic licence?

P.P.S For a couple of weeks I had, thanks I am told to a bot, a readership in the thousands. On the third week my figures returned to normal but last week my weekly blog had a readership that could be counted without taking off the second glove. I don’t think it was a bad post, but even if it was, that would not explain the absence of readers: nobody would know it was bad until they had read it. If anyone can explain I would love to hear.

The Meaning of Life #7 – Asylum

“…Yes well, you say that,” said the man in the cavalry twill overcoat, thrusting his newly emptied glass under the nose of the man in the moleskin waistcoat, “but you have a house and a job.”
“So do you. We all do.”
“No thanks to you and your type.”
“What do you mean my type?” asked Moleskin, gathering up the three empty glasses as the man in the meerkat T shirt attempted to loosen the last shard of cheese and onion crisp from the packet’s seam with his tongue.
“Communists,” said the man in the coat.
“Communists?” asked the man in the waistcoat. “I vote Labour, the same as you. The same as everyone around here. I could vote for Orville the Duck for all the difference it would make, so how am I to blame for people not being able to get jobs and houses?”
“You and your army of do-gooders letting all-comers into the country without a single thought for our own unemployed. No-one looks for a job anymore: they can’t get ‘em. Not a decent job to be had these days. All taken by the illegal immigrants. You can’t even get a decent hotel room on account of the asylum seekers having them all, gorging themselves on caviar and free drinks from the mini bar I shouldn’t wonder. Stocking up on free toiletries to send back home…”
“Well, it won’t bother you, will it?” said Meerkat as Moleskin departed for the bar. “You always said that you’d close all the hotels anyway. ‘Capitalist playgrounds’, isn’t that what you call them every time Moley goes on holiday? It’s why you always choose to spend your two weeks in your sister’s caravan instead isn’t it?”
“Yes, well, times change don’t they? We were forced to re-evaluate our position re caravan holidays on account of the unreasonable demands of the site commandant re not drying my underwear on the veranda last year.”
“Yes, well, they’re getting very particular on caravan sites now aren’t they? I suppose that people don’t want to find themselves sitting in the hot tub of an evening, drinking Prosecco and nibbling on their little bits of cod’s roe on toast whilst staring at the holes in your dripping underpants.”
“There are no holes in my underwear! I am very particular about them, hence my need to wash them once a week, and I’ve got to dry them somewhere. Can’t expect me to put ‘em back on wet can they… Is he brewing that bloody beer?” Together they looked over to the bar where the barman was just passing the third pint to Moleskin. “And what about him behind the bar?” continued the man in the Cavalry Twill overcoat. “You’re not telling me he’s here legally.”
“He’s from Wolverhampton,” answered Meerkat. He’s a trainee solicitor.”
“Why’s he working in a pub then?”
“Earning extra money I think. Saving up for a house.”
“Hah! My point exactly!” said CT, raising his voice just sufficiently for it to be heard in the very corners of the Empire. “He’ll have to pay a fortune to get one, but if he’d come here on a bloody dinghy he’d get one for free.”
“I don’t think they are just given houses are they?” asked Meerkat. “I think they’re held aren’t they, in some kind of prison camp or something until they’re allowed to stay?”
“Or a five star hotel room that subsequently becomes unavailable to the honest working man seeking a break from the petit bourgeois snobbery of the caravan-owning elite,” ranted the man in the coat. “No expense spared there. Hot and cold running state benefits, NHS dentistry and colour TV. Don’t even have to pay for the licence I shouldn’t wonder.”
“Most of them end up living in some squalid HMO* with a dozen other men sharing a single bathroom and doing all the shitty jobs that ‘our own’ unemployed wouldn’t touch with a bargepole,” said the man in the Moleskin waistcoat as he placed the glasses on the table. “And you, if you don’t mind me saying so, haven’t to the best of my knowledge, paid for a TV licence since they scrapped the detector vans – it’s why all your TV’s are on wheels.”
“You’re glamorising them,” said CT, choosing not to acknowledge an argument he could not counter..
“I just don’t think they’re all bad. I mean, what would you do?”
“Oh, ‘They’re escaping war and starvation; protecting their wives and children…’ you’re trying to make them sound noble.”
“I’m trying to make them sound human.”
“Problem is,” said the man in the meerkat T shirt as he examined his pint through the misted side of the glass. “We’re just a small island aren’t we? We’ve got limited space… Do you think there’s a fly in there?”
“I don’t think anyone would deny that,” agreed Moleskin. “We can’t cope with the numbers, but It’s about finding a way to deal with people who do need our help without turning them into ‘the enemy’. We’re just not making much of a job of it, are we?”
“Why don’t we just ask the French to pop the boats before they set off?” asked Meerkat, rising to his feet. “I think I’m going to ask them to change it,” he said.
“He makes a solid point,” said the man in the lovat tweed. “Nobody gets far in a leaking inflatable. I once got stranded on a sandbank off Southend and had to survive on nothing more than a plastic cupful of winkles while I was waiting for the lifeboat to come. Bloke at the end of our street, he came over in a boat. Got his own house and he’s retired on a full state pension now.”
“He came across on The Windrush,” said the man in the waistcoat. “We asked him to come.”
“I bloody didn’t!”
“You weren’t born. It was 1948. He was a child and his dad came over here and worked in the steelworks all his life. He’s a flippin’ teacher. He taught your kids.”
“My point exactly,” said CT. “Look at the bloody state of them.”
“Not entirely all his fault is it? Your Shaun was hardly ever there.”
“The standard of learning in the school didn’t challenge him.”
“He walked out because they wouldn’t let him smoke in class. He set fire to the science lab.”
“It was a fly,” said the man in the meerkat T shirt, returning to his seat. “The barman said it was dead, but he changed the pint anyway.”
“What school did you go to?” asked CT.
“The same one as your kids,” answered Meerkat. “Why?”
The man in the Cavalry Tweed overcoat took a giant sip from his glass and grinned at the man in the waistcoat. “My point,” he said, “is made.”
“What point?” asked Meerkat.
“Nothing,” said Moley. “Ignore him. He’s just being fatuous.”
“…I enjoyed school,” said Meerkat. “Except maths, I was never much good at maths and I didn’t like Shakespeare.”
“You did Shakespeare?”
“Did he write ‘The Famous Five’?”
“No.”
“No then… I didn’t care for books really. ‘Why bother with reading when you’ve got a perfectly good telly to watch,’ my dad used to say”
“Another solid point,” said CT. “Books are the source of a million untruths.”
“Whereas TV never lies?” asked Moleskin.
“A picture is worth a thousand words, isn’t it?”
“Depends on the words I suppose,” said the man in the moleskin waistcoat, draining his glass and offering it to the man in tweed, who continued as if unaware of it.
“Can’t lie on telly,” he said, pulling his coat tighter around his shoulders. “The advertisers won’t allow it.”
“I don’t know,” said Meerkat. “My mum bought some Shake ‘n’ Vac because she liked the song on the advert, but it didn’t put the freshness back into our carpet. Ended up smelling like a brothel my dad said.” The man in the Cavalry Twill overcoat opened his mouth to speak, but was silenced by a glare from the man in the waistcoat. “…I used to like those little robots who advertised powdered mashed potato,” continued Meerkat.
“Smash!” said Moleskin. “‘For mash get Smash’.”
“That’s it… Mind you, I don’t suppose they actually made the mash did they, the robots?”
“I don’t suppose they did,” said Moley.
“My round I think,” said the man in the Cavalry Twill suddenly hauling himself awkwardly to his feet and taking his companions completely by surprise. “I’ve just got to go to the lavvy. You get it will you and I’ll settle up with you when I get back.”
“How?”
“Do you take credit cards?”
“Patently not,” said Moleskin.
“Well you’ll just have to wait until I’ve got some cash then,” said CT chuckling loudly.
“You never have cash,” muttered the man in the waistcoat bitterly.
“Well, you’ll just have to wait until I get some then.”
“Where from?”
“Oh, I don’t know. Perhaps I’ll get myself a second job and start to save up for a holiday in a five star hotel… no, wait…”
“I’m sure he’ll pay you,” said Meerkat.
“Yes, when hell freezes over,” said Moleskin.
“Can it do that?” asked Meerkat. “I never knew…”

*House of Multiple Occupancy

In case you should wish to know The Meaning of Life #1 is here.
Episode 2 ‘Supplementary Philosophy’ is here.
Episode 3 ‘Ancient Greeks’ is here.
Episode 4 ‘Gas’ is here.
Episode 5 ‘Crisps’ is here.
Episode 6 ‘Like Flamingos’ is here.

I can only apologise…

Just an Illusion

The world is illusory.

I would imagine that most of us have at some time flown in commercial airliners, but how many of us have actually taken a critical look at them? They cannot fly. Everybody knows that they cannot possibly fly. They are massive and very heavy. They cannot stay up in the air. Something happens when we get on one – I don’t know what – and we appear to be in a different time and place when we get off. It is not possible, we all know that it is not possible. Have we been brainwashed or socially engineered? Are we the victims of some kind of mass hypnosis: ‘…and when I click my fingers you will go back to being an ineffectual fool in impractical shoes and eye-crippling knitwear.’ We will never know because, honestly, we don’t care. We get into the giant metal tube in one reality and we get out of it sometime later in a totally different one. The sunsets are glorious and the drinks are cool, so why enquire too deeply. Why make waves? Life is a snowglobe* in many respects: cheap and tacky, filled with water and tiny plastic chippings but give it a shake and the magic happens. Who doesn’t love a snowglobe? Things are always so much better when you don’t understand them and remain so as long as you make no attempt whatsoever to do so.

Try to understand a butterfly. Try to explain why evolution – the survival of the fittest – could possibly lead to that particular design. “Shall we make it fast and sleek so that it doesn’t get eaten all the time?”
“Nah.”
“Well let’s make it drab and colourless then, so that it doesn’t get noticed.”
“Nah, we’ll make it beautiful and slow and impossibly fragile. In fact, I’ll tell you what, we’ll let it be a caterpillar first: they’re even easier to catch and eat. And in between times any that manage to survive can just exist as crunchy little pools of non-moving protein.” Charles Darwin could not explain this. It is no way to survive.

And here’s another thing. While humankind learned to stand upright, make fire, build cities, use computers, create music. art and Monty Python’s Flying Circus, why did everything else stand still? Why didn’t the other apes evolve around us? Why didn’t cows and sheep and pigs arm themselves? Why did whales continue to mooch around the oceans allowing themselves to be harpooned? Critters got bigger, got stronger, faster, more venomous, more difficult to spot in a sock drawer, but none of them got brainier. Why? They have had just as much time as ourselves and equal opportunity. Put an infinite number of chimpanzees in front of an infinite number of typewriters and, given an infinite amount of time, they will write Hamlet. Nothing to shout about is it? Shakespeare did it on his own and in a time only slightly longer than it takes to perform. That apes continue to be apes says it all. They have all the raw materials: large brains, the tendency towards violence, opposable thumbs, but when it comes to knowing which knife and fork to use they just don’t have a clue.

It has to mean that humans did not evolve smarter, they just started out that way. So how? What element of the primordial sludge gave us such an evolutionary advantage? It is as though we managed to jump the starting pistol by millions of years with nothing around to tell us that we couldn’t do it. Maybe we were created in somebody else’s image – if so, I’m pretty certain that whoever was involved is not going to own up to Nigel Farage. Maybe in a hundred million years Orangs will be like we are now, but what we will be like by then? Far from developing, our own brains appear to be atrophying. We are happy to have all of our thinking done for us by AI and, sooner or later, it will figure out how to neutralise the ‘off’ switch.

I am old enough to remember the original ‘Planet of the Apes’ film (Charlton Heston and Roddy McDowal I think – although I’m pretty certain that a Dwayne ‘The Rock’ Johnson reboot must be imminent) in which the human race had gone into some kind of evolutionary reverse gear whilst the apes had learned how to ride horses and fire guns. Not massive progress, but enough it appears, to put us in our place. Ridiculous? Possibly, but it does open a window onto an unfortunate human trait: because we have, over history, always ‘worked it out’, we believe that we will always be able to do so; that we will somehow continue to thrive on an uninhabitable planet, that we will find ways to feed ourselves when we can no longer grow the food we need. As a species we have always had the ability to think our way through things, but what if this – where we are today – is as far as we actually go? What if Donald Trump is actually the apogee of human development? What if he is our entire race’s high-water mark? What if he represents the fullest extent of the human ability to think rationally? What if we become unable to cope with software that is actually much brainier than ourselves? What if we are not ready for the planet to fight back? What if we really have no answer to mounted chimpanzees with rifles? What if all of human history is just an illusion and we are waiting for someone to tell us?

I guess that they might just be up there on an airplane somewhere…

*Autocorrect would have me believe that snowglobes do not exist, but we all know that they do, so I will continue to ignore it.

It didn’t even occur to me until just now – too late as is so often the case with me – but throughout our recent holiday, we were constantly bombarded with Spike Milligan’s pet hate (the looped muzac tape) which was continually playing what could best be described as ‘soft jazz’ versions of long ago hits, one of which was Imagination’s 1982 song ‘Just an Illusion’, and it had obviously lodged in there somewhere as I started this piece. By the time I finished, David Bowie had stormed the Citadel…

“President Joe once had a dream
The world held his hand, gave their pledge
So he told them his scheme for a Saviour Machine

They called it the Prayer, its answer was law
Its logic stopped war, gave them food
How they adored till it cried in its boredom

Please don’t believe in me, please disagree with me
Life is too easy, a plague seems quite feasible now
Or maybe a war, or I may kill you all” Saviour Machine – David Bowie (1970) Frightening how clearly some people can see the future isn’t it – and how easily others ignore it…

A Further Five Minutes in the Car

“…The Sat-Nav said we should have gone right back there.”
“I know. Unfortunately our GPS is so old it was unaware that there is no longer a road to turn onto. It’s all changed. I’m following the signs.”
“Shame you can’t do that in bed!”
“Oh, not that again. Look, I told you, I was distracted. I had something in my ear.”
“You very nearly weren’t the only one!”
“I apologised at the time.”
“You know the kind of damage something the size of a cotton-bud being thrust into the ear can do don’t you… Remind me, why are we going to Hemel Hempstead?”
“To see my aunty.”
“Yes, you said that, so remind me again, why are we going to Hemel Hempstead?”
“Look, I know she’s not your favourite relative, but we’re all she’s got.”
“She calls you Kevin. She doesn’t even know who you are.”
“She calls you Morticia, so she remembers you alright.”
“She’s not even your real aunty.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well she’s not actually related to you at all is she? She doesn’t share your DNA.”
“I think we all share some DNA, don’t we? Except maybe for you…”
“How did you even meet her in the first place?”
“She used to look after us when we were kids.”
“Like babysitting?”
“I suppose so, yes.”
“So she’s your ‘aunty’ on account of babysitting you?”
“She was a family friend.”
“…And was she always warty?”
“She’s not warty.”
“She’s a witch: of course she’s warty.”
“She’s my aunty, she’s old and it’s only for a couple of hours. Just try to be nice can’t you?”
“I’m always nice. Ask anyone… except for your family, of course – they all hate me.”
“They don’t hate you… well, ok they do, but you give them plenty of reasons don’t you.”
“What do you mean?”
“You put superglue in Derek’s hairpiece.”
“Oh yes, I forgot about that. That was funny!”
“Ok, it was quite amusing, yes, but I don’t think he’s ever forgiven you. He had to wear a woolly hat for weeks.”
“He called me a trollop.”
“He did not!”
“Well, he thought it.”
“We all think it.”
“You think that I’m a floozy? Why? Do you think that makes you Richard Gere?”
“I think it makes me nervous. I never know what you’re going to say.”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“It would be fine if you weren’t quite so aggressive.”
“I am not aggressive!”
“The kids are all scared of you.”
“I’m a teacher. The kids are meant to be scared of me.”
“I meant Derek’s kids.”
“Your brother’s kids are wimps. What kind of kids cry when you tell them a bed-time story?”
“You told them the Bogeyman was real and living under their beds. You told them he had a chainsaw.”
“And they believed me!”
“Ellie is only four. She started wetting the bed again. Now she cries if they even mention your name.”
“…I’ll take her some sweets next time we go.”
“Derek’s kids are not allowed sweets, you know that.”
“Oh yes, what is it now, something to do with refined sugars and pig’s knuckles isn’t it? Well, they’re better than the lemon your brother’s wife seems to be permanently sucking. Her face is so pinched that not even Botox can save it.”
“She doesn’t have Botox… Does she?”
“Have you ever seen her smile?”
“Not when you’re around, no.”
“She can’t smile. Her face would explode… Shouldn’t you have gone left there?”
“Should I? Oh bugger. What does the Sat-Nav say?”
“It says that you’re in the middle of a potato field and that it’s November 2015. We really need a new car.”
“Can you get Google Maps on your phone?”
“Ok. If you promise to listen to my instructions.”
“As long as you don’t take us straight home like you did last time.”
“Maybe I’ll just take us straight to the car showroom. Maybe we can buy a car with a Sat-Nav that doesn’t list Stonehenge under new buildings.”
“I like this car.”
“Of course you do. It’s old and tatty – like your underwear.”
“It gets us from A to B.”
I know, but it needs a rest before C. It’s prehistoric. It doesn’t have cameras. It doesn’t even park itself.”
“It doesn’t need to: I do it.”
“I bet you can program a new one to do it within walking distance of the supermarket.”
“Where it will get bashed with doors and trolleys. Look at this car, the bodywork is immaculate. Not a bump or a chip anywhere. Cosmetically, it is as good as new.”
“Internally it’s senile. It doesn’t know whether it’s coming or going.”
“Only when you’re navigating.”
“And it’s SO slow. I bet it’s never been over seventy miles an hour.”
“I think you’ll find that that is as fast as it is allowed to go.”
“What do you mean?”
“The National Speed Limit is 70 MPH.”
“And who sticks to that?”
“People who don’t want to lose their licence…
“If you’re talking about me, I’ve driven this car a million times and I’ve never once gone over 70MPH – although God knows I’ve tried – and I’ve never lost my licence.”
“And how many Speed Awareness Courses have you done?”
“Only one.”
“Oh yes, I forgot, you get points on your licence after that, don’t you? How many have you got?”
“Everybody speeds from time to time.”
“I don’t.”
“I know, it is so nerve-racking being a passenger when you’re driving.”
“What do you mean? I’m really careful. I’ve never even had a single accident.”
“I know. But when we’re on a long journey I have to keep checking that you’re still alive… I have to keep checking that I’m still alive.”
“You really do need to be more patient.”
“Patient?”
“Yes, you don’t need to do everything in such a rush, you know?”
“Really? Well thank you for that information Mr Cotton-Bud dick?”
“Oh, here we go again.”
“…And you’ve just missed your turning…”

This is the fourth outing for this un-named couple. Their previous conversations are:
Five Minutes in the Car
Five More Minutes in the Car
Another Five Minutes in the Car

Time Travel

I try to write pretty much every day, even when we are on holiday. I have a little notebook which is full of scribbled scraps which, in my current once-a-week posting regime, will give me posts for weeks to come. Today is actually the last day of our little autumn jaunt, so if I was to use my scribbled missives chronologically on our return home it would be full-on UK winter by the time this particular little nosegay reached you. It has just ceased raining here in Turkey, but it remains overcast and windy. It is none-the-less warm and I am writing on our little sheltered balcony in circumstances (and shorts) that will be a far-off memory come the cold, bleak days of December back home.

I don’t suppose the UK is uniquely placed in this, but I do find it quite strange that a mere couple of hours jack-knifed into an aircraft seat can bring us to a place that seems to be a world away from where we started: a place where the sun shines most of the time, people smile and the postman doesn’t drop your parcel into the water butt if he finds no-one in. Being such a distance away from home does seem to have the effect of quieting the worry demons for a little while: the house might flood, burn down, get burgled but, as there is absolutely nothing I can do about it from here, there is no point in worrying about it. My daughters will deal with any immediate fallout and the rest of the shit can wait for my return – because that’s what shit does. Much like the holiday tan, it will all come out in the wash.

Not that people of my skin-type actually tan. Even if I’m really assiduous with sun-cream application I will still become a prickly pink vision within minutes and my dermis will litter the bed sheets long before I have had time to regret the ill-advised street food or inform my wife that we cannot leave the hotel room as I require unfettered bathroom access at all times.

We come from a country in which the water is clean, drinkable and, by and large, plentiful. We are truly blessed (although it doesn’t always feel like it when it’s piddling on your head day after day). So complacent are we that we even flush our toilets with the very same potable water that we drink and bathe in. Wherever we travel in the world, we are advised by our elders and betters against drinking the tap water. I have no idea how much of the bottled water we drink is actually decanted from the self-same taps, and I do not know whether we, as a nation, have a particular problem with water-borne particulates that means that we are unable to drink the same stuff as everybody else, but I obey unquestioningly. An army, they say, marches on its stomach. Our nation, it would seem, collapses on its lower intestine. Steam power and the industrial revolution may have been our gifts to the world, but the greatest reward we gave to ourselves was the flushing toilet.

Of course catering standards are much more universally… well, standard these days. The expectation is that the food in a decent holiday hotel will almost certainly not be fatal – something that cannot be said of many of our own Saturday night kebab shops. I am fortunate to have what I believe is described as a robust constitution, but even I have been forced to visit, from time to time, toilets that I would really rather forget – I do not have a robust bladder. I have been in the company of rats, flies, giant wasps and cockroaches that I would definitely think twice about challenging to an arm-wrestle – although nothing quite as exotic as the funnel web spider my wife encountered in an Australian dunny some years ago – and almost always I have remained conscious that in such circumstances I generally have only two options and the second one involves unpleasantly damp trousers, so I go for the former and get it over with as quickly as a dodgy prostate allows. These days, although you wouldn’t actually want to eat in them – or, being British, drink the tap water – most public conveniences worldwide are by and large fit for purpose.

Being English I am, of course, very aware that wherever we are in the world the only language I will be expected to speak is my own mother-tongue with the simple addition of a slightly enhanced volume. I learn ‘Hello’, ‘Goodbye’, ‘Please’, ‘Thank you’ and ‘Do you have a toilet?’ in the language of everywhere we visit and other than that rely on the power of interpretive dance for communication – although the mime for “Two beers please” is somewhat more straightforward than “Are your veggie burgers cooked in the same pig fat as the chicken dippers?”

And time itself passes differently on holiday. When we settle on our sunbeds in time for my wife to complain that the sun has gone in, I often have to explain that it is now 8pm and we are currently decanting our gear onto the tenth sun lounger of the day. A day by the pool is one spent in perpetual motion, flitting between locations that are either too shaded or too sunny whilst my wife struggles to come to grips with the notion that the Sun does not loiter in the same part of the sky all day, but keeps deliberately hiding itself behind a palm tree as soon as we have settled down. My holiday needs are extremely modest: an exercise book, a pen, a book book, a crossword book and my music and I am happy. My wife’s need to reconfigure the entire nature of our solar system is somewhat more difficult to reconcile. If I could stop the earth from spinning for her, I would, particularly if I could do it at the time of our holiday ‘Sundowner’, which always descends into getting ready for dinner far too quickly.

Anyway, it will all be behind me by the time you get to read this. My life will be filled with winter coats, hiccupping central heating boilers and my wife’s desire to fit a door in the space where we have just removed a wall. Thick duvets, closed curtains and warming stews are not the province of Dr Who, but that’s the problem with travel isn’t it, time just slips away from you…

Mad Gods and Englishmen

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There was a time when The Gods did not reside solely in Greece. England, too, had its ancient immortals whose tales and fables have been somehow lost in the mists of time and a half (union rates for duty hours in excess of thirty eight per week). First among them, God of Gods, Convenor of all disputes, Steward of all Shops was Gordon, holder of the Everlasting Woodbine (official filter tip of the Gods) the only being who could demand that his tea was completely remade rather than warmed up in the microwave if he forgot to drink it before it got a skin on. Also entitled to full washing of the cup after any biscuit dunking related incident rather than the usual ‘rinsing out’. Gordon exercised his powers with benevolence and seldom sought monetary gain unless those he sought to take it from ‘could afford it’. He was also entitled to free annual earwax removal.

Gordon lived in the fabled land of Thwaite Ofanjoro (lit. ‘the clearing above the cesspit) a revered place to the ancient Britons as almost all of them lived directly below it (Modern scholars have been unable to locate the exact location of Thwaite Ofanjoro, but most agree that it likely to be somewhere near Birmingham.) and ruled his Elysium using a system known as ‘delegation’ or, in the language of his contemporaries ‘why keep a dog and bark yourself?’ Chief among his acolytes was Nigel, his de-facto second in command, who was known throughout the land for being really good at taking the blame and spreading it around. Nigel had domain over all the waters of the Earth including the oceans, the lakes, the rivers and the very expensive stuff you get in Italian restaurants, although there were ongoing discussions between Gordon and Nigel over who had domain over ocean floors, riverbeds and recycled green glass bottles. The after dinner arguments over who had domain over otters went on long into the night.

Nigel, himself, delegated the more onerous realms and sub-realms – the sky, the winds, the human race, pies and gravy – to lesser Gods Declan, Stuart, Callum, Matt and Liam. (You will notice that there are no female Gods. Women were able to become Goddesses only as a result of marrying a God, taking control of the servants and personally doing her husband’s laundry without gagging.) Whilst most of these Gods also ruled with benevolence, some were known for their ruthlessness. Liam, God of Gravy, for instance, would openly ridicule anyone who served him thin gravy on his roast potatoes. He could be particularly withering about watery custard.

The time of the English Gods was particularly short: it is difficult to be omnipotent when it’s pissing it down outside and your latest concubine insists on ‘putting the milk in first’. Eventually they all departed for a ‘lie down’ simultaneously and quite frankly found that they couldn’t really be arsed to prat about with the needs of their mortal dependents when they had balls of their own to scratch and pimples to pop, and so by and large they left them to it. The mortals began to find their own way, but without guidance, no certain path lay ahead for them. Large numbers of the human race fell into soft southern ways, like pre-heating their beds, drinking ridiculously expensive beer out of the bottle and wearing antiperspirant even when they knew there was no chance whatsoever of meeting the boss’s wife. Eventually Britain (or England as it is known on the other side of the Atlantic) weakened as it was by lack of faith and lumpy mashed potato, succumbed to the power of the Roman Empire and a whole new set of Gods conquered the land. Britons adopted the ways of Rome: gluttony, alcohol abuse and political intrigue. Sexual liberation would surely have followed if it hadn’t involved taking the socks off and pretending to enjoy oneself occasionally. British Gods lay back, put their feet up and left the conquering deities to it, while the people of Britain decided that they didn’t really need anyone to worship, turning instead to simple subservience, aristocracy, tea and Marmite. Upper lips were stiffened and stoicism enhanced. In short, Godless Britons became the overbearing, hidebound, conventionalists they came to be known and loathed as throughout the world. (A role that was eventually inherited by Americans as Britain fell under the spell of its new Gods, Wealth, Acquisition and flatulence.)

It is said that the French Gods – Arrogance, Condescension, Intransigence and Garlic – decreed that Britain be cast out of Europe for failing to adopt them as rightful rulers and a channel of freezing, sludgy seawater was placed between them in which the French fed mussels with raw sewage prior to poaching them in wine, whilst the English paddled and ate winkles. The Gods continue to look down upon the islands of the UK but refuse to intercede in any way in revenge, it is believed, for the abandonment of zinc baths in front of the coal fire and half-day closing on Wednesdays…

A Timely Reminder

Age never fails to remind you that you are never quite as good at anything as you used to be: a situation that is greatly exacerbated when ‘it’s been a while’ and you’re faced with the dawning realisation that in reality you might not have been ‘all that’ in the first place.

I always believed that I was ok at sport – not great, but ok: always in the team, but always just a hair’s breadth away from substitute: generally brought into the squad with the realisation that there was a particularly unglamorous role left to fill when the cry went up “Colin will do it” which, of course, I did. In cricket I could not bowl to save my life, but I could give the ball a fair old whack. I didn’t have the finesse required to be opening bat, nor the doggedness to hold up one end whilst the other, more gifted batter did his stuff, but I was well worth a bash in a run chase. In football I was never a striker and I was much too short to be a goalkeeper or a defender, but I was ‘tenacious’ and if there’s one thing that school sports teachers love, it’s a boy who gets ‘stuck in’, so I got that role: win the ball, make the easy pass and allow the talented players to do something with it. I thrived in the team doing the job that nobody else wanted to do. In rugby, being neither big nor particularly fast, I found my role as scrum-half, a role which, to the best of my memory, involved getting jumped on by the bigger members of the opposition with a frightening regularity. I was never one of the boys that the girls came to watch.

Athletics was not then, nor is now, in any way ‘my bag’. I can chase a ball, but there is always someone who is much quicker. I could never sprint, I could never jump either far nor high and I most certainly could not run long distances, but I did discover that I had some kind of talent for chucking stuff so, by and large, that’s what I did. I was definitely lacking in brawn, but I worked on a technique of sorts and I did ok – still didn’t get the girls mind – and I am fully aware that however limited I was then, I am far more so now.

And of course, it’s not only sport where this retrograde scale of attainment comes into play. There was a time when faced with a task I knew I could not do, I would think “What could possibly go wrong?” and do it anyway. These days I know exactly what could go wrong. I have experience, although not always enough to stop me giving it a go. Sadly my ability to persevere until things somehow fell into place has definitely waned and I now have a contacts list full of people who exist solely to dig me out of a hole just as soon as I have sense enough to realise that I am badly out of my depth.

My ‘party trick’ when I was younger was to make up a rhyme or limerick instantly from a single word prompt. I can still do it, but I need twenty four hours notice these days. Nothing works quite as quickly as once it did; nothing is quite so strong… nor quite so watertight.

I always thought that my writing was ok, and I suppose it is, for me. The knowledge that I will never write a best seller is ok. Jeffrey Archer wrote those and look where it got him. I look back on some of the things I wrote years ago and, despite the fact that nobody would touch them then, part of me thinks that actually they were alright. Through the years I always seem to have teetered on the line between success and failure, more often than not tripping over kismet and falling head over heels into ‘nearly there’. These days I realise that it was just the way that things were meant to be: perseverance seldom pays the dividends of good fortune. So I grew to understand that whilst even in my prime I was never really ‘all that’, I am one step further away from it now and will almost certainly see it as only the faintest of dots on the horizon before my eyesight gives in. If I’m honest, I’m happy with that. Accepting the way that things are, is something that I’m getting much better at. Understanding that they’re not as good as they used to be is just something that comes with age – and being even further from getting the girls…

Frankie & Benny 13 – Jiggery Pokery

“So, what shall we do today then Benny?”
“Do?”
“Yes, ‘do’. We can’t just sit here all day drinking tea can we.”
“Can’t we?”
“No we can’t. The surgeon said that in order to justify the health service’s investment in the several hundreds of pounds worth of surgical jiggery pokery he inserted into your body, it was up to you to turn your life around.”
“Stents, Frankie, he fitted stents. Like those little springs you get in cheap biros. They keep the arteries open.”
“Well then, clearly I exaggerate with my ‘several hundreds of pounds’: sounds like he might have raided Poundland for his supplies. Couldn’t he find something a little bit more hi-tech?”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know. What about something they’d grown in a lab, what about Green Therapy?”
“Do you mean Gene Therapy?”
“I don’t think so. Didn’t he sing Twenty Four Hours from Tulsa?”
“Oh very droll my comedian friend. I think you will find that you are referring to Gene Pitney who, incidentally, died from a heart attack.”
“Well more fool him. Look, the doctor said that you need to become a new you, so I am attempting to become a new me, so that together we can become a new we.”
“A new old we. Seriously Frankie, what will we gain from all this newness?”
“I don’t know Benny, but I think that maybe we should give it a go. I don’t think that I could face breaking in a new pal at my age if you die.”
“I am not going to die Frankie. I am like The Bionic Man.”
“Thanks to half a dozen bits of old ballpoint?”
“They’re actually a bit more sophisticated than that, but basically yes. I’m fitter now than I’ve been for years.”
“Well, it’s from a low starting point isn’t it, if we’re honest.”
“…How many press-ups can you do Frankie?”
“Press-ups? I can’t remember when I was last close enough to the ground to press myself up from it if I’m honest. The last time I was down anywhere below waist level I was searching under the butcher’s counter for dropped change when I found myself ten pence short for a steak bake.”
“…I can do ten.”
“Ten?”
“Yes, the doctor asked me how many press-ups I could do and I told him ten.”
“And you can actually do them?”
“Are you mad? It would probably kill me. It is what we call a theoretical exercise old chum. I am particularly good at them it turns out.”
“I think the doctor probably wanted to know if you do any actual exercise Benny, you know, walk to the biscuit tin, open your own crisps, that kind of thing.”
“We used to walk to the pub every day didn’t we, I must have been really fit then.”
“You had a heart attack.”
“Other than that.”
“The doctor told you to stop going to the pub all the time didn’t he? He told you to stop eating pies.”
“He also told me to put a tenner on Minor Surgery in the 3.10 at Kempton Park and it came bloody nowhere. Look, I’m not a fool Frankie, I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to live by boring myself to death. I don’t want to regret not doing all of the things I really shouldn’t have been doing all along. Most particularly Frankie, I do not want you fussing over me.”
“I wouldn’t call it fussing.”
“You took the batteries out of the TV remote yesterday so that I had to get out of my chair to change the channel, you hid my Yo-Yos. I definitely preferred you when you were an arse.”
“I didn’t hide your Yo-Yos!”
“Really?”
“No, I ate them. I didn’t want them going to waste if they were going to make you ill.”
“Well that’s a weight off my mind then Frankie: my foil-wrapped tea-time delights were not actually abducted by aliens, but scoffed by my eldest friend who is, by the way, clearly still an arse.”
“An arse who has only today purchased you a pack of Tunnock’s Caramel Wafers.”
“Caramel wafers? …Are they out of date?”
“Would it bother you if they were?”
“The Caramel Wafer, Frankie, is a chocolate covered allegory for true friendship: a brown, rectangular metaphor for brotherly love. Of course it wouldn’t bother me.”
“Good.”
“So?”
“I found them in the Bargain Bin at the Spar.”
“But they’re still in date, look.”
“Really?”
“Yes, so why were they in the Bargain Bin?”
“I’m not sure. Could it have been an administrative cock-up perhaps?”
“Possibly. Or mayhap a stingy old bugger swapping the yellow labels again?”
“Shall I put the kettle on?”
“Well, you could Frankie, but I always believe that these red and gold foil-wrapped little sweetmeats are best suited to something a little more peaty.”
“Peaty?”
“Yes my friend, something nicely barrel-aged and peaty.”
“Well, I’m not sure what you are referring to, but if you mean that shite whisky you buy from the mini-mart, it’s more like nappy-strained and boggy.”
“You don’t want it then?”
“Don’t go jumping to conclusions here Benny. There is much to be said for mud-flavoured alcohol as the natural choice to accompany Mr Tunnock’s very finest creation. I’ll get the glasses. Will you have some water in it?”
“It already has water in it my friend. I believe that it is part of the way it is made. It would be dismissive of the skills employed by the Master Distiller to impose amateur dilution to his product.”
“I’m not sure that this has been made by a Master Distiller, Benny. It smells like it might have been produced by a camel if I’m honest.”
“Yes well, the time for words has passed now old chum, it is time for action: pour me the water of life.”
“Ah, an elixir. Slainte.”
“Slainte… Say ‘hello’ to my more than adequately rested liver, little whisky.”
“Are you ok to be coughing like that? I don’t want you popping your stitches.”
“I think I might have the water in it after all.”
“Perhaps if we get something that has aged a little more than six weeks next time.”
“No, it will be fine, I just need to prepare myself. Sneak up on it…”
“Well, I’d prefer it if you didn’t cough. I don’t want to be around you if you tear one of your new seams.”
“I don’t have any seams. I keep telling you, it’s been weeks now Frankie, I am completely healed and fully prepared for this little nightcap.”
“It’s midday Benny.”
“Yes, so what will you be doing after the second wafer and an accompanying supplementary nip, my friend?”
“Possibly a pre-lunch nap I admit.”
“To dream of pie.”
“I don’t think a pie is wise Benny. I think you should probably ease yourself back into the game. Perhaps a salad would be better.”
“Do we have any salad?”
“I very much doubt it. I think I might have a jar of pickled beetroot and oily fish is good I think: I’ve got some tinned pilchards.”
“Will they make me live longer?”
“I think so.”
“Then I think I’d sooner die with a pie…”

N.B. Supermarkets here all put yellow reduced price labels on food here as it approaches its sell-by date.

My two favourite recurring characters, these two last appeared in episode 12 – Coronary (11.12.24)…

Should you be interested, you can also find epsiode 1
episode 2 – Goodbyes
episode 3 – The Night Before
episode 4 – The Birthday
episode 5 – Trick or Treat
episode 6 – Christmas
episode 7 – The Cold
episode 8 – Barry
episode 9 – Vaccinations
episode 10 – Anniversary
episode 11 – Dunking
I always re-read myself back into these two before I begin to write them. They are both me, but I have to recall which piece is which…